The 1984 equivalent of John Romero’s Daikatana poster

Imagine Software’s about to make you their bitch…with Psyclapse and Bandersnatch.

When John Romero left id software in 1996, the world was his oyster. He’d co-created Doom and Quake, two pioneering video games, and was inundated with offers to continue his good work. Together with another ex-id employee, Tom Hall, he founded Ion Storm and set to work on what would eventually become Daikatana. As laid out in the excellent book Masters of Doom, the production process was brutal because of the pressure on Romero to deliver another game-changing…erm, game.

As Daikatana missed its first few release dates, Romero needed to keep up the hype, and managed to do so with this poster in 1997:

John Romero Daikatana poster bitch

Says it all, really: Romero’s unchecked ego splashed across all manner of gaming press in his own unique way. It certainly didn’t help that the game took three more years to finish, and was pretty bloody awful when it finally did.

But during my research into 1980s computer gaming history in the UK – with Grand Thieves and Tomb Raiders serving as an excellent starting point – I came across this poster from a company called Imagine Software.

Imagine Software Bandersnatch

Obviously there are some key differences between this subtle poster for the two forthcoming Imagine “Mega Games”, Psyclapse and Bandersnatch, and Romero’s own personal assurance that you will become subservient to his every whim once Daikatana was released, but the lofty claims are there nonetheless.

“The two most sensational, mind boggling games ever imagined,” it says. “Can you control your patience?” it asks, twice, slightly different words each time. I love this poster. It is both very British AND very 1980s. While a turn-of-the-millennium Ion Storm threatens you for your attention, these rather dorky-looking gents are coughing politely from a decade and a half before, asking gently if you wouldn’t mind hanging on a bit longer.

But the main thing these two rather boastful press ads have in common about how amazing their upcoming games are going to be is, well, they don’t show them to you.

And the reasons why are rather similar, too. Just as Romero put the cart, wheels, wood and nails before the horse, so too did Imagine Software, whose cunning release plans were foiled by the fact that they went out of business in July 1984 – owing among other sums, £50,000 in unpaid advertising bills ironically enough.

Imagine were aiming to sell these Mega Games at an astonishing price of nearly £40 – between four and eight times the average price of a computer game in 1984. Now that really is Mega. It would’ve been packaged with additional hardware so that the game would’ve been playable on a ZX Spectrum, such was its alleged potential, but that’s a pretty tough sell now let alone in the early 80s.

So there you have it: three games. Two posters of (relatively) outlandish hype. Two rather different outlooks on games production companies in big trouble and trying to keep things very much ‘on the boil’ as one of the Imagine top brass puts it in the TV documentary filmed during their collapse.

Which poster do you prefer?

Hulk Hogan and Creative Control

Examining the excessive use of Hulk Hogan’s creative control in WWF and WCW.

Hulk Hogan is a wrestling legend, no two ways about it. When he defeated The Iron Sheik for his first WWF Championship in 1984, plans were already in motion to make the charismatic Hogan the face of American wrestling – a plan which came to financial and cultural fruition with the first Wrestlemania in 1985.

For the rest of his career, the Hulkster used the fact that he’d single-handedly built Vince McMahon, Jr’s WWF empire to his own ends; helping friends get over at the expense of more talented competitors, even choosing between alternate title runs and extended breaks from wrestling to further his Hollywood career in a somewhat loose form of creative control.

But when Hogan signed for wrestling rivals WCW in 1994, he actually had a clause written into his (massive) contract that allowed him full creative control of his character. Hogan could choose when, where and how much he wrestled, whether he won or lost, and who to.

In having that control, Hogan was able to protect his image during his most relevant years, but as the market hotted up again during the mid-90s, fellow veterans were beginning to make way for the younger stars – except Hogan and a select few colleagues, all of which spelled trouble for WCW in the end.

Here are three times that Hulk Hogan’s uses of creative control rubbed fans and colleagues alike the wrong way.

1993 – Wrestlemania IX


Hogan had already wrestled earlier in the night, teaming with his ‘old pal’ Brutus ‘The Barber’ Beefcake in a match against Money, Inc. (Ted DiBiase and ‘The’ IRS) and losing by disqualification after Hogan used Brutus’ protective facemask as a weapon. But following the main event which saw Yokozuna cheating Bret Hart to become the new WWF Champion, Hogan hit the ring to defend his friend’s honour. Manager Mr Fuji, who threw salt in Hart’s eyes to get the win for his giant protégé, randomly offered out Hogan for a match then and there.

There’s a reason ranked this match the second-worst Wrestlemania main event of all time (the worst wasn’t for the title and had an NFL player in it), as Hogan had had a word in Vince’s ear that Bret wasn’t the guy to carry the company through its (too numerous to mention) problems in 1993. The answer? Put the strap back on the Hulkster, brother.

His very first title defence was the loss to Yokozuna at King of the Ring 1993; it was also Hogan’s final WWF appearance for almost a decade. Bret had to content himself with winning the tournament itself, but wouldn’t get near the belt again for months.

Bash at the Beach 2000

Hulk Hogan creative control

Hogan signed for WCW in 1994, and won their World title in his very first match against Ric Flair, as you do. Hogan held the belt for fifteen months before dropping it to a pre-Big Show Paul Wight as The Giant in October 1995 – by disqualification, obviously – before taking an extended break.

When he returned to shock the wrestling world by forming the NWO with Scott Hall and Kevin Nash, he was once again indestructible – although this time the script called for it, rather than just how he was feeling that day. An account of the events at Starrcade 1997 – in which Hogan may or may not have influenced the result to make him look better – proves that Hogan was in business for himself, artificially extending a feud that had already been 18 months in the making and exposing the first chink in WCW’s hitherto impenetrable armour.

But in the year 2000, at what would be Hogan’s final WCW appearance, it was head writer Vince Russo who had had enough. After Hogan had decided (as you do) he fancied winning the World belt from Jeff Jarrett that night in order to get the most from his remaining contract, he and Russo planned to fake Jarrett’s laying down for Hogan. After Hogan convincingly told Russo to shove it and left, planning on a big return match down the line to clear up this apparent badly-booked mess, Russo – for realsies – came back to the ring and blasted Hogan for playing the dreaded creative control card when “he knew it was bullshit all along”.


2005/6 – Shawn Michaels, Randy Orton

In 2002 Hulk Hogan returned to WWE, winning another World title and doing the very occasional job to younger guys before deciding he wasn’t satisfied with the role he’d been placed in and making on-and-off appearances. He falls out with Vince McMahon over pay, telling McMahon he felt his driver was making the same money that he was on.

Two of Hogan’s biggest-profile matches in the mid-00s come against Shawn Michaels and Randy Orton; the latter, an upcoming star who’d become The Legend Killer; the former, a legend in his own right who just wanted to find out who was stronger.

By this time, Hogan was getting on in years – at 53 he was more than twice Orton’s age when they faced off at Summerslam 2006. But nonetheless, Hogan wanted to win the match cleanly, which he did against a former World Champion in Orton.

But it’s the match with Michaels that’s more interesting. Having never faced off before, it was being sold as something of a dream match. Michaels even agreed to turn heel just to make it happen. The idea was that both men would win a match each, with Hulk winning the first. Hogan agreed, and their match at Summerslam 2005 was…interesting.

Michaels bumped around cartoonishly for the aging Hogan, knowing it would make him look somewhat foolish in the way he was hitting big moves. There are points in the match too where Michaels just looks outright annoyed at having to carry Hulk Hogan throughout, losing his cool and stiffing Hogan with a slap in between Irish whips. Michaels agreed to lose clean in the centre of the ring, which Hogan duly obliged – and later called off any talk of a rematch, causing Michaels some understandable aggravation.

Even in the midst of the new era of wrestling, Hulk Hogan couldn’t be relied upon to make his youngers look the slightest bit competitive by losing, or even drawing in the big-profile matches. What’s even worse is what happened when he made his way over to TNA, but that’s a story for another time.

Microsoft buys Minecraft – Part 2

Will we lose the Minecraft modding community? And can Microsoft be trusted with a truly iconic franchise?

Following on from last week’s post, guest writer Anton discusses what Microsoft could feasibly do with their new titan of a gaming property – not to mention the company that made it. 

A major concern for those who play Minecraft on the PC is the future of third party mod support. There are entire sub communities that don’t even play Vanilla Minecraft anymore, choosing instead to spend their time with one of the countless mods that has popped up during the game’s lifespan.

Each of these mods takes things in their own weird direction, letting people choose what sort of Minecraft they want to play. There’s a Pokemon mod; there are mods that add countless new elements; enemies, creatures, weapons, tools, abilities, textures, resources and so on. There is one huge mod pack that lets players build huge mining and drilling facilities, allowing the player to automate the mining and processing of entire swathes of land. You name it, someone has probably spent a few dozen hours programming it and adding it to their own bespoke version of Minecraft.

For these people it is a game that lets them make the game they want to play. Like Steve Jackson’s Generic Universal Role Playing System (or GURPS for short) in the world of pen and paper RPGs, Minecraft for some is more like a toolset than a game. But to be able to get all this usability from the game requires that the players are allowed to modify and adjust the code, play around with the parameters and manipulate various other factors to their hearts’ content. Will Microsoft allow all this stuff to continue to happen? For now they probably will. But it would not be a shock to see an “Official” Mods section on their cash shop. And why would you buy a mod when someone can figure out how it was done and make that mod themselves for free?

(By the way, I am almost positive that there will be a cash shop at some point in the next few years.)

minecraft ship

image and building: Ruth Allen

The truth is that of course someone was going to buy Mojang. It was really only a matter of time until it got snapped up. It’s actually not hyperbolic to say that Minecraft and Mojang have changed everything about the landscape of current gen gaming. They introduced the concept of crowd funding to a mass audience, brought online gaming to a whole new generation and convinced parents around the world that games can encourage learning on a scale not considered before. Game companies are starting to experiment with different art styles as pixels and voxels come back into fashion. And now all of that has been claimed by Microsoft in one single purchase. Every single piece of it. It’s not just the game itself that has been bought. The entire world around the game now also belongs to Microsoft. The books that have just recently been released and spent most of the summer at the top of the children’s book charts are all now property of Microsoft. The Lego sets, the plushies, the action figures, the Minecraft Convention ‘Minecon’, all of it. Even the Steve heads.

There are those who say that there is absolutely nothing to worry about; that Microsoft has a history of making quality games. And I can agree that in the past there have been some great titles. Solitaire and Minesweeper are pretty good. The original version of Flight Simulator is one that I remember fondly but looking back on it I can’t actually remember why. And then there is Age of Empires, which was a respectable series in its day. But you only have to look at how long Age of Empires Online lasted to see what they are willing to do to even their most beloved of PC franchises. It was, like so many similar games these days, a glorified shakedown machine disguised as an old favourite. In terms of how badly managed it all was, it was matched only by EA’s latest shambles, the once beloved Dungeon Keeper. And then there is Games For Windows Live which has officially been dismantled, but it is easy to get nervous about what Microsoft might be planning when you look at the captive audience that they now have control of. It worries me that they won’t be able to help themselves and will shoehorn in some bloated social network overlay that connects you directly to the online capes and hats shop. And some sort of online Minecraft/Bing network.

I can’t do this anymore. I tried to remain as impartial and as fair as I could. But even I am a little bit dubious as to what Microsoft will do. There have already been confirmations that there will be a Pocket Edition of Minecraft specially designed for Windows Phone. I’m guessing that it will come bundled as Standard with all new copies of Windows – whatever number they are up to. The Mac, Linux, PS4, iOS and Android editions will probably stay exactly as they are now for the rest of time. There will be minimal free updates. There will be special Xbone tie-ins and Avatar items. There will be at least one film out in the next five years. Probably a TV show. All pigs in the game will start wearing I <3 Surface t-shirts. All glass textures will be replaced with the Windows logo. Cows will have cameras in their eyes so they can spy on you and send the information back to Microsoft HQ. Steve will be replaced with Bill Gates. The Nether will be filled with pixelated Macbooks and iPad, all of them on fire. All the tools will be monogrammed with little MS’s. And all the graphics will be changed so it looks like they were drawn in MSPaint.

Maybe that last one isn’t so bad.


When will Daniel Bryan return to WWE action?

Will it be Yes or No for Daniel Bryan in 2014?

When Daniel Bryan won the WWE World Heavyweight Title at Wrestlemania XXX, fans and pundits alike called it one of the most memorable Wrestlemania moments for years.

He even managed to somewhat upstage the ending of The Streak, such was the passion felt by the fans who were ecstatic to see his final victory over the scheming Authority.

But when world champion Bryan announced just days later that he needed neck surgery, we faced a long wait to see when he would return.

With Bryan’s absence growing ever longer, can we expect to see him wrestle again in 2014?

Put bluntly, no. According to Bryan is expected back at around the same time as fellow babyface Roman Reigns, who missed his scheduled bout at Night of Champions after undergoing surgery for a persistently painful hernia surgery the day before.

It seems that the current plan among WWE top brass is to have Reigns win the Royal Rumble 2015 and successfully challenge world champion Brock Lesnar at Wrestlemania 31. While it would be interesting to see Roman Reigns win the world title next spring, I must confess I’d rather see Bryan in that slot.

In the run up to Daniel Bryan defeating John Cena for the world title at Summerslam 2013, the man was over. He stayed over right the way up to Wrestlemania XXX – a very tough task to accomplish when the Authority plays out the meta-angle that he’s just not the man for the job.

The WWE has historically had a ‘type’ that the likes of Bryan and CM Punk just don’t fit into; huge, muscled guys like Batista, Lesnar and – yes – Roman Reigns.

Unlike Reigns, who is now the next pick for the world title by the creative team, Bryan earned his spot by sheer fan support, not to mention his phenomenal in-ring ability.

Reigns doesn’t have anywhere near the levels of fandom that Bryan enjoyed during his run to Wrestlemania glory, but perhaps he’ll get there somehow once he’s back in the New Year.

Until then, that top babyface spot is open, and there’s no question that Dean Ambrose is the man to step up. His feud with former teammate Seth Rollins is keeping the ratings up right now. It’s a shame that WWE seems to prefer Reigns to his fellow Shield guys, but I’m sure Rollins and Ambrose can help change opinion in the next few months before Reigns gets back.

As for Bryan, we can but hope that he’ll actually be in the 2015 Royal Rumble at the very least.

Microsoft buys Minecraft – Part 1

The Mine-crosoft Debacle rages on, as guest writer Anton Krasauskas gives his thoughts on Mojang’s purchase by Microsoft.

I wanted to give this article a little bit of breathing space before I wrote it. I felt as though this topic was far too big to simply dive into. I wanted to be in a position where I could plug myself in to the whole picture and come out with a sort of wordy collage that covers all the points I care about.

At the end of the day big companies buy up successful smaller companies all the time. When Microsoft bought up Rare, I wasn’t really that bothered. Even considering what they did to Banjo Kazooie. (Viva Pinata was alright I suppose. Conker was…let’s not get into that.) The big question that has been floating around my head this whole time is: why do I care so much about this particular game? What is it about Minecraft that has whipped up such feverish hate from all corners of the internet? Is it just the typical rabble rabble rabble that we’ve all come to expect? Perhaps. But if that’s true, why do I almost feel as though it’s actually justified?

mojang logo microsoft

I can’t remember the year that I bought my copy of the game. But I can remember that zombies still dropped feathers, there was no Nether, no saddles, no Endermen. It was a long time ago. There was one podcast that I was aware of and only a handful of people making videos on Youtube. That community is almost unrecognisable now, even just a few years on. It has grown exponentially month upon month to a point where there are channels and personalities that are making a living just from their Minecraft content alone. I never made any videos or put up building guides or anything like that, but there are people who started doing just that at around the same time as I bought my copy. And now those guys have changed all their Youtube money into pennies and are doing the best impression of Scrooge McDuck that they can. We felt like we were part of a thing that was going to be kind of big. Not like Super Mario big, but maybe STUN Runner big. Little did we know that evil men and women sitting in plush leather seats were plotting to steal our beloved game away from us whilst murdering puppies and then using the dead puppies to eat babies with.

Luckily for us all though, it just got sold to Microsoft instead, which was a big relief.

original Microsoft logo

I think that the main problem that people have is that it’s Microsoft that has bought Mojang. I can’t say for certain whether people would have been as upset if Sony had been the ones to make the offer, but it doesn’t seem to be the case. There seems to still be an idea in certain corners of the internet that Microsoft has no business being involved in gaming. People are desperately waiting for them to fail in some way, and take great pride in pointing out flaws and failures whenever they occur, but we are of course talking about a subculture of individuals that expend a significant amount of their total energy hating things for no other reason than because they can.

Some people were always going to be angry about the huge, evil, lumbering, monstrous corporate entity “Microsoft” purchasing tiny, little, super-friendly, indie startup “Mojang”. In a lot of people’s heads, Minecraft is their game as much as it is anyone else’s. They have been involved in the game since before it was Beta. And to take this choice out of their hands feels to them like they have been robbed. To sell their game (and therefore to sell them as players of the game) to Microsoft is tantamount to betrayal. There was an unspoken trust there that these people were still paying money to the single digit roster of staff working at a tiny little independent start-up company that was just finding its feet. They were giving their money to a cute, delicate newborn duck, and now this huge, faceless, clanking behemoth has stomped the duckling into the concrete and is laughing at each and every person who believed that this tiny little duckling might one day grow wings and fly away to join the bigger ducks in the sky.

But Mojang is a company. A very profitable, successful, lucrative company. And Microsoft is a bigger, more successful, more lucrative company. There is no little guy, just like there is no evil dickhead mob boss. There are just two very well off companies that decided to get together. It helped that Notch was looking around to sell for at least the last six months, but we’ll get into the personal element in a future discussion.

minecraft church

St Ben’s

minecraft church

St Ben’s by night

The main issues that Minecraft players have seem to be fairly obvious. They are worried that they will cease to be a community. The Xbox has been notoriously tarred as the only console with a player base made up of monosyllabic, pre-pubescent, racist, misogynist CoD players and maybe a handful of guys playing FIFA. That is not where they want to be positioned. The Minecraft community is incredibly close knit to say how large it is. And Microsoft has a reputation, possibly undeserved, for looking the other way when it comes to addressing the issues of player harassment and abuse. Players of a family inclusive game about building and creating probably don’t want to be associated with that crowd. I’m sure that there are some nine-year olds who will get home from school, flick on the Xbox, add a floor to their gigantic dinosaur mansion and then switch over to Ghosts so that they can shout “Faggots” as loud as they possibly can for an hour. The audiences are not incompatible. But I am also sure that there are some people who love CoD, but think that Minecraft is gay or boring or whatever, just like I love Minecraft but think that CoD is pointless and irritating, not least because of all of the abuse. Abusive toss rags are not Microsoft’s fault, I understand. But the reputation stands for a reason. And Microsoft has to take some part of that blame.

Follow Anton on Twitter @ajkrasauskas. Watch this space for Part Two of the Microsoft/Minecraft discussion.

Grand Thieves & Tomb Raiders book review

Round about the same time I watched Micro Men, I picked up a book called Grand Thieves and Tomb Raiders, which proved to be a compelling account of the story of British computer gaming from bedrooms to boardrooms.

Back in the mid-1970s when two chaps from Hornsea (East Coast, represent) were dabbling in the creation of the Multi-User Dungeon – the pre-precursor to what we now know as the MMO – home computing was just getting on its feet as the afore-mentioned Micro Men made their bid to corner the market. While Chris Curry grew frustrated at his inability to get into the living room from the classroom, Clive Sinclair was still pissing about with his C5 transport instead of taking advantage.

But both men benefited from the games created by a generation of coders who had emerged from their bedrooms with some very special programming skills, like the fun and addictive Dizzy series by the Oliver twins, or the mind-blowing possibilities of space travel created by David Braben and Ian Bell’s Elite.

Grand Thieves and Tomb Raiders book

Grand Thieves and Tomb Raiders tells the story of these men and women as they went from amateur status to running some of the UK’s most ambitious software companies throughout the 1980s and 1990s. As well as the successes of the likes of Codemasters, who made a lot of money by annoying Nintendo at one point, there are the failures of companies such as Imagine Software, whose strident over-ambition resulted in their shutdown – captured during the filming of a BBC documentary about the booming industry.

As the US took hold of the market by luring the best of British talent Stateside there were still some success stories to be written – the book’s eponymous featured games being just two of the Brits’ best from DMA and Core respectively.

What strikes me the most about reading this book is the reactions of the British public and press as they gaze upon these wondrous programmes with awe. I’m familiar with a good deal of the games covered during the late 80s and early 90s (he said, showing his age) and I would have had that same enthusiasm for the games myself. Shown these very same games, people just a couple of years younger than myself (he said snobbily) would’ve snorted with derision at the comparatively basic games being wowed over back then. But there was a massive leap round about the time of the SNES’ release, that jump to the Super FX chip which brought Starfox to our living rooms, and our jaws to the floor.

The guys who invented that chip? Yep. British. But you’d have to read the book to find out more of British video games’ fascinating history, which has great interviews with many of the industry’s major players, then and now.

Indie Game: The Movie review

Watching Indie Game: The Movie gave me hope that there’s more to gaming than glorified roster updates on FIFA, and bigger guns on Call of Duty releases.

It follows three game development companies and their creators at various stages of producing and releasing their independent games, free of creative interference but saddled with financial pressures as they pull all-nighters, fret over marketing and reflect on their experiences.

Indie Game The Movie review

Edmund and Tommy are a couple of guys working on a game called Super Meat Boy. They want to create a game that’s a direct homage to the stuff they grew up playing. Phil is the visionary behind a game called Fez which allows you to experience a mix of 2- and 3D gaming, while Jonathan is filmed looking back on the time he spent creating Braid, the positive impact it had on the gaming community and his own insecurities about fans not ‘getting’ the message he wanted to put out through the game, philosophically and artistically, despite its extremely positive reviews.

I’ve been left pretty soured lately with two things about video gaming: the big-business industry having its wicked way with hardworking talent, and the strange punchline that games journalism is becoming, where everyone is walking on eggshells around each other.

The reason I loved this film so much is because it provides an honest look at both sides of the coin. The drama that’s seeping into the lives of J-Blow and Phil Fish, one a misunderstood artist and the other dealing with the rockstar mentality of indie cred; and the honest portrayal of two clever and conscientious guys fearful that their hard work will be for nothing in the bigger picture.

In this film I see Jonathan Blow as the wise head on the youthful shoulders. His role is as a spiritual mentor who’s seen everything that the other featured companies are going through and much more besides. He comes across as insecure because his previous attempts to reach out and understand the way his work is viewed by others backfired on him, so he’s careful and softly spoken about his lot in life.

Phil Fish has a long way to go just to bring it back to ‘misunderstood’. His acrimonious split from a business partner has him hurting too, as does a break-up and a family medical drama, but he still comes across in the film as a little arrogant to me. He’s obviously under a lot of pressure during the course of this film, especially as he prepares to exhibit at PAX – without even being sure he’s legally allowed to thanks to the ex-business partner – but from what I’ve read about the man’s poor attitude since the film’s release, maybe there is something more to it.

But my favourite story of the three has to be the Meat Boy boys, because they are just so in love with what they’re doing, that by the time the love is beginning to run out, it floods in from everywhere else as their new legions of fans get involved in sharing their love for the game online, which is just the tonic for our heroes’ flagging spirits.

Tommy is an excitable dude when he wants to be, and it’s really sad when things begin to get away from him. He’s clearly in a physically and emotionally bad way at one point and I really just wanted to give him a hug. Edmund is an absolute inspiration as he tells the story of the game he’d previously created, Aether, as a response to the loneliness he used to feel as a geeky kid with family problems. I was really moved by this as, once again (emo alert) it’s something I can really relate to. I just really wanted these guys to win one. I’m really glad they did. Spoiler alert: Super Meat Boy is an immensely successful and popular game. You might have heard of it.

I’ve also got to give special praise to the soundtrack, which is just effin’ gorgeous.

Jim Guthrie has done a beautiful job here of setting the mood throughout each scene of the film, and it’s been pretty much looping on my iPod at work.

I’d definitely recommend Indie Game: The Movie to anyone curious to know what happens under the surface of the gaming industry and how these guys get on under the radar of major studio operations, left to their own devices to sink or swim on their own merits. Call of FIFA is but the tip of the iceberg; here’s the rest.

Oh, and here’s an amusing trailer remix if you like action movies too.

New contact details!


Yep, I thought it was about time I stopped sponging retweets off the old A Guide To Geekdom Twitter account, and got myself a new email address.

For all things tweety – follow @AlpSig5

And for reviews, feedback and offers of free money, email

And don’t forget the Facebook page and Tumblr account, both of which I should probably update more often.

AS5 Twitter pic

Right, I’ll be off for another frustrating round of FTL now. Cheers!

Worry Wart comic review

Worry Wart is an autobiographical comic written, drawn by and starring Dani Abram, whose other work Razarhawk has also been featured on this blog.

But while the star of that comic, Kitty Hawk, is rather the badass adventurer fighting monsters from inside a robot, this title is something entirely different; an honest and touching look at battling one’s own monsters.

worry wart comic dani abram

Dani was diagnosed with General Anxiety Disorder a few years ago, and while she struggled from day to day between treatments and juggling her work and social lives she also drew a comic diary to keep track of the biggest obstacles and sharpen her focus on getting better.

And it’s a great read. The comic diary is an especially bold form of expression as it’s a mix of honest imagery and even more honest dialogue that’s bound to make any normal person fear the idea of laying it all out there, but Dani bravely borrows from the spirit of the comic hero she helped create in Kitty Hawk to speak up – and readers will be all the better for it.

I really like the art in this book too – the ever so slight caricaturisation that Dani uses in illustrating the people in the book for me is a great touch in saying that these things don’t just happen to her, and as long as other people can see themselves in her shoes then the art should try and help that feeling along, which it does brilliantly.

As well as personal anecdotes on the big challenges which faced her, Dani also writes about some of the treatments she tried such as Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (CBT) and various herbal products, as well as the physical and mental exercises she could take in order to feel less anxious and even a couple of apps and websites that helped her. It’s all laid out in great detail and Dani makes a great effort of showing how trying each thing affected her and whether or not she felt it worked.

worry wart dani abram comic

Mixed in with the saddest and most sympathetic moments are some unexpected bits of humour, adding an extra bit of personality into Dani’s character and making the reader care even more for her story.

And it is fortunately a happy story, but you really ought to find that out for yourself, as Worry Wart is a very moving look at what I can also personally say is a horrible thing to happen to anyone. And I probably wouldn’t feel brave enough to say that myself without having the inspiration I found in these pages.

You can find Dani’s blog here and order Worry Wart from the store.

BBC Micro Men – TV Review

The somewhat overly-dramatised story of Sinclair and Acorn Computers in the 1980s, starring Alexander Armstrong and Martin Freeman.

It’s an amazing thing, technology. As I discovered that I could sync up my Galaxy S3 mobile phone with the YouTube app on my XBox 360 to make searching for videos a much simpler experience, it’s interesting that I did all this in order to watch a docu-drama about the birth of the affordable home computer in Britain during the early 1980s.

BBC Micro Men TV Sinclair Acorn

Micro Men was a programme first shown on BBC Four in 2009 about the battle between two British companies to dominate the newly-established home computer market. As components got more affordable and the country’s finest minds got together to make computing more than the niche market for hobbyists it previously was, two distinct figures emerged to make it their own.

Alexander Armstrong plays Clive Sinclair, the eccentric genius inventor, and Martin Freeman plays Chris Curry, his loyal employee. Along with a good supporting cast this is a humorous re-telling of the British computer boom with plenty of geek out moments for the real footage of products and games spliced in.

When the National Enterprise Board refuses to continue backing Sinclair’s vanity projects, he suggests that Curry takes control of a shell company that Sinclair obtained some years back in order to focus on raising more money through more conventional products. When Sinclair doesn’t give his blessing for Curry to pursue a microcomputer called the MK14, Curry breaks away and set up his own firm in order to continue the purer project.

This sets the scene for a head-to-head contest between the two companies, Sinclair and Acorn – firstly with the race to have their working products used exclusively on BBC television for an educational programme, and then to dominate the market which the television coverage helped open up.

BBC Micro Men Alexander Armstrong

If you’re looking for the cold, hard facts about the race for financial and technological innovation in the 80s then you won’t find them here. But such is the surreal nature of proceedings as Sinclair throws phones through windows with a string of expletives, and Curry toasts his success with two young ladies sipping champagne in the back of a limo – but it’s very nicely played in such a way that it is almost believable due to the actual scale of their achievements and failures.

For the record, this is probably my favourite ever work of Alexander Armstrong – I thought his sketch shows with Ben Miller were only okay and he’s now absolutely everywhere on TV which is far more than I can stand – but his portrayal of Sinclair is just sharp enough to rein in the hyper-realism of events unfolding.

I really enjoyed watching Micro Men as a re-telling of big moments in geek history and a funny one to boot.